End of Feb 11, pegi PCMC for appt with endocrinologist.. Mase jumpe die, sesaja la tanya sampai bile nak kena makan all the medicines nih.. In my mind, am expecting her to say, lg few more months kot.. After we repeat the blood test, then wait for d result, then we will be able to know la smpi bile kena makan ubat tu..
Unfortunately, the answer is very simple & straightforward.. FOR LIFE.. I was like, what? For life? Kenapa la plak for life? So, she keep on explaining the side effects of radiotheraphy where they usually kills the good cells as well. So, normally, the hormones will go hay- wire la sikit after we did the RT.. When u did RT - u will gain some & lose some.. gain = tumour maybe shrink but losing part = kena makan ubat for life..
I am an organ donor.. Tapi kalau dah kena makan ubat for life nih, sure my organs dah not so good kan? sedih plak rase.. Umur br nak jadik 34 tp kena makan ubat for life... mcm mana la d kidneys nak survive nih? isk, isk, isk..
On the +ve side, atleast ada ubat yg boley di makan kan drpd org lain yg sakit but there's no medicine / treatment to help them recover, lg le sedih betul x?